You Are What They Pretend to Be.

You Have Unknowingly Inspired Someone to Change the Standard of Treatment They Receive From Their Partner Due to the Change in Frequency You Brought to Their Partner. 

    You are secretly inspiring (Karmic's) to shift their perspective on love. Before I begin, I will refer to the term "karmic" to loosely describe NPC (non-player characters) occasionally, or as I like to see them - bodies that a soul has not yet occupied. There is an undisturbed stagnancy you are shaking up by your presence. You might believe that you are of no consequence to the "divine" people you meet. However, the truth is that you have left an imprint with the bearings of the standards you live by. 

    There are two timeline divergences you could be inspiring at this time. One is that of a karmic who has foreseen the desire your divine partner privately holds while attempting to assuage them through tainting their intuition and embedding themselves into the blueprint they think you embody; this is only a temporary fix to entice or confuse these divine partners into a commitment they will later regret. On the other spectrum, we find karmic's who seek to better their lives after catching a glimpse of themselves via the treatment they have not yet received from their divine partners despite having given themselves on all levels. These karmic's are a stunning phenomenon of an awakening soul amidst this snowstorm of change. 

    What you may not see is the chaos that is taking place in the karmic connections within the collective and how taking a stance on your "lame and sometimes mysterious" beliefs within your interactions is directly linked. There is an air of crass selfishness regarding karmic connections - every man and woman for themselves. Giving and openness are signs of weakness, and they get you exploited by the other player. Divine partnerships operate differently; THIS is the standard YOU embody and look for in others. When you approach these divine partners in this manner, they resist you because their karmic partners are at odds with themselves and what they have been tolerating as an optimal treatment until you came along. 

    The way the divine partners treat you is distinct; even though they may not describe the depth or extent of their feelings directly to you, the karmics' around them are very much aware of it. As I mentioned at the beginning of this entry, two categories/divergences are taking place at this time. Some karmic's are witnessing the energetic shift in the divine partners through an otherwise unsettling sense of being used up. The Karmic's have shortened themselves in the connection. They are only able to realize this because the divine partners are acting strangely within the connection after having met you; some of them are withholding when it comes to intimacy or hyper-intimate, while others are visibly forcing their interest towards the karmic, almost with a sense of urgency to escape a looming destiny with you. 

    Amidst this whirlwind of newness, you might feel a profound sense of having been in this position before. In many ways (regardless of whether this is a divine partner), you are left with a familiar taste in your mouth - the treatment of being the last person considered. People do not dwell too long on your emotions or the insecurities you might incur from such crass rejection or mistreatment. When even your "divine soul family" outwardly treats you with the same carelessness karmic's have approached you with, it can be hard to believe that they may be reserving emotions deep enough to change the landscape of their current karmic connections. 

    There is a blank canvas you bring to others that allows them to see themselves from a new perspective. However, in the case of the karmic's; there is a profound unraveling taking place. Some of these karmic's are in a dark place of comparison and shame over the "separate" and "careful" way their divine partner approaches you (shouldn't I be the one you care to lose?) They do not understand how you elicited such a reaction from their divine partner. Despite the devastating loss and self-pity over how they have allowed themselves to settle, a more resonant understanding of self-worth is taking root within them because of your influence. The karmic's who will enable this sense of newness to permeate are taking a stance themselves. They are speaking to their divine partner. They will not be a placeholder or a security blanket. On the other hand, some karmic's succumb to the crushing pressure of self-criticism and transform themselves into what they anticipate you to be to position themselves on a higher platform than you. These karmics we see manipulating their divine partners (either through guilt-tripping, stonewalling, or mimicking) to commit them and to make the connection official are those who have taken a more personal and deceptive defense against the effect you have on their divine partner.  

    You are in the middle of something you might believe does not concern you. You have become a catalyst for change in stagnant karmic dynamics. The divine partners who took the skeptical guidance of their mind will later learn that their karmic partner manipulated them because of the desires they chose to suppress regarding you. You might believe you are not cared for, but karmics' had to tell your divine encounters that you were trying to get "special treatment" out of them for standing on your "mysterious" standards for love and connections only to place themselves on equal footing with you. The issue with these karmic connections is with the source. The ego is how the karmic's end up having a more significant influence over your divine partners - because of their fear and self-identification with their body, they cannot receive a clear signal about who you are to them. The one thing, however, that both your divine partner and their karmic connections can agree on is your integrity. 

With love,

L I G H T

    

Written by: 

Birhan Assefa

published poet; of the book: 

'sad girl'

Public Speaker  & Founder of Light, 

the YouTube news channel series:

'Look What's Happening 

in the Spirit Realm.'