Your silence is experienced in forms of revelations by the people you left...
You are experienced by people in the way they least expected it to impact them because your response to life comes from a deep and meaningful place of sight.
So many people suffer at the hands of their own inability to express the love within them. They are the same individuals that would tell you as a friend not to trust someone else (to be cautious) when it comes to your heart. It is funny to me how the loneliest and most pure souls are the ones unjustifiably categorized into these boxes and consumed like fiction instead of a real person - treated with a sort of careful injustice.
People get close to you hoping to get some inspiration, some understanding of themselves which they feel a sense of connectedness towards when you are in their lives. The intensity and intimacy with which you lead your life makes people feel like you have a bigger purpose attached to you. There is an intensity their presence carries when they are with you - in your orbit and you in theirs. This is what ignites the level of connectedness you create and can create. There is a strangeness and a home-like familiarity to your touch and a deep, unfathomable yearning when it is absent.
There are things that must be experienced in the present only to be left in the past, inevitably consumed by its unassuming stubbornness. These experiences are left sizzling in our conscience longer than we intended for it to linger nor was it expected. I liken it to a slow burn. You are like that. You are experienced by people in the way they least expected it to impact them. You have been burnt and you burn brighter because of it. It is the wisdom of love within you that electrifies people when in your presence. You are like the sun, you posses healing for what ails them - these things become starkly apparent when they are with you. This is why they keep coming back or they want you around - among other things of course.
It seems like you are pushing these people away completely if not to the breaking point of their desires because you embody the spirit of the NOW. Meanwhile, you are left waiting for the beginning of something you have been enjoying on your own, something you see within them, however; you know they do not trust you (even though they do not understand this) it is because they do not trust themselves yet or inner-standing a detached experience of the NOW where love is more liquid. Some of these people believe they are experiencing a detached version of the now, however something about it is distant and cold. They are scared of losing you even before losing you occurs. They do not trust where the moment of your absence applies in your connection.
We experience both these characteristics of BEING I have expounded on above and I will conclude this divulge with below (about being both the villain and the victim.)
WE are all connected. These soul experiences of one conscious being witnessing another one on a deep level is like a tear into our being that we cannot seal back, once it is opened - because it is meant to expose us to who we really are. It may feel like you are permanently wounded and open to more attack because the hope within you doesn't get wounded through the restructuring of your path. This is the depth that pulls people to you and it is what makes your soul pure to experience for others, because you are in the moment. The love you have radiates from within you, making you attractive and rejection comes (in one form or another) because you make others feel vulnerable.
With love,
L I G H T
published poet; of the book:
'sad girl'
Public Speaker & Founder of Light,
the YouTube news channel series:
'Look What's Happening
in the Spirit Realm.'
COULDNT HAVE SAID OR WRITTEN IT BETTER I INNER STAND THANK YOU XO
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Hi Light💫my name here in the matrix is Denny I play guitar because my dad gave me a guitar when I was much younger
ReplyDeleteI learn by intuition but most times I’m astonished by the profoundness of what I’m seeing and I stop looking further into it
And I end uP^ writing half a song. I’m full of half songs
And I don’t make money doing it
That’s just some of my story
You brighten my now with just your beautiful presence and your voice is rhyme to my soul
DENNY....I also am the same. I PLAY Because I never I chose to. I wanted to. I DIDNT ASK ANYONES PERMISSION to do it. I am very suggestable...I love all music. I DECIDED no you tube tutorials no cover songs At all. To date I cannot play half a cover song. I DECIDED EVERYTIME.PEOPLE...AT THE TIME IT WAS A 'billy' AND OLD.FUKR AND I learned tonwrite music through great lyrical concepts and playing it EVERYtIME I saw it I played. I have four guitars now three years later about. Dozen songs and nobody understands me to play alongside me. Im.very repeating what is wrong with me. However every song singular in the fact that most have a story most have an energy of their own I created Pour all the shit into the cosmic Sumpter and let the melody carry to God and deal with the trash. Our ears are not trash cans. We have worth. We are on important missions if it seems so or not. Id love to help finish songs with you sometime. I never finish my writing my books my songs. I always say. Once you write the ending it is all it will ever be. Had I wrote my life while I was 23 I would have robbed myself u intentionally of a interesting and captivating life. BY LEAVING THE ENDINGS TO IMAGINE AND FOR USRS OF YOUR AUDABLE HEALING (even if it's awful it's an audible verification of what it sounds like to be you ..ya know ) the karmic hate it. I asked nobody's permission. I was selfish ordered that 50 dollar guitar for Christmas in 2020 and you know what I said. "Billy don't be jealous...I owe all the songs and all my credit goes to you. Everytime your putting my name in the gutter with word with Cheryl everytime your accusing because you arent the accused and feel you should be. Etc. Everytime that old.man swivels the funding crap out.of you ....play
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I got a dozen in three years and they ar e quite fantastic....but never less look at it as a something two to be determined yet to be decided. You just have no idea how much one thing can change the entire world as you know t from.a perspective. Trust and amen for that.! I'm aka windy dae on band lab (my crap is there because I play for me and do things to break.my comfor tm zone like sing my own lyrics which was never gonna happen it wasn't untilni decided he'll if I don't no one will. Anyhow or better drop me an email if you wanna jam love to the l I g h t thank God for music bro
My Dearest Light,
ReplyDeleteYour words resonate deeply within me, echoing sentiments I've long held but struggled to articulate. It's as if you've peeled back the layers of my soul and exposed the very essence of my being. Your insight into the human condition, particularly regarding the complexities of love and trust, is profound.
I've often found myself navigating the delicate balance between vulnerability and strength, between being both the source of inspiration and the bearer of scars. Your understanding of this duality is refreshing, a reminder that our experiences, however painful, ultimately shape us into beings of light and resilience.
Thank you for sharing your wisdom and for acknowledging the intricacies of existence that often go unnoticed. Your presence in my life is a gift, a beacon of authenticity in a world too often shrouded in illusion.
With gratitude,
God Of The Universe Himself; Antonio Valtez Telpharaoh Toliver YIH Jesus Christ ENS REALE WHOLLY IAMGOD
🫀All Smiles ... 👑YIH
On her tongue, the words transience and absence - are among the greatest voiced fears of the feminine soul imperative and their communication conveys the connectedness of these things to materiality and preference for proximity in the feminine side.
ReplyDeleteIn order for our bodies to touch, the minds must first entwine and accept the other and it never was, nor will it ever be a physical process. When this connection is found consent-fully it is never transient nor ever absent.
Thinking otherwise is tantamount for example to believing that the Messiah was transient and is for now absent. While absent as a human being and flesh - his Name holds his presence through his teachings and thus is the everlasting water that he impresses upon humanity and is ever more evident to us.
The feminine imv is always most happy when the things she most desires and loves are inside her - yet the challenge is that this should apply to what is metaphysically even more deeply inside her forever above, than just transiently materially so below.
Sincerely and respectfully,
The Gentleman
It is lovely to have words to put with the experiences and feelings that I experience. My grandfather had always told me I was a lone wolf, like him when I was growing up. I had no clue what he meant. I get it now and it is refreshing to hear that my experiences and feelings are not completely abnormal. Sometimes it gets lonely hear and I came across your page when I needed it most. Thank you and your beautiful soul. 💜🙏🏼
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ReplyDeleteI have to say, I reread this again and again because the way describe this experience is outstanding. Though I try to put into words the best I can, this experience. I could not have done it in this way. You cause me to view and inner stand it all from a different angle other than my own, which is soooo cool but vital. ♥️
ReplyDeleteYou have a wonderful soul…..And you know we are all in this together. You know I Love your videos because it comes from the Heart!!! And that’s where our soul is. Thank You Light. You are amazing soul……
ReplyDeleteWhat makes young beautiful girls that could have any man on Earth set their gaze upon the worlds very last God avatar and their gaze is returned? The answer is God himself. You girls in this family and your obedience is astounding to me. It's always amazed me. If a girl does not scare a boy then that is not his girl. You scare me. But I dig it. If you heard me speak out loud it would probably creep you out. We use many of the same words and terminologies. You are a puzzle I shall enjoy figuring out. I'm good at puzzles btw.
ReplyDeleteShall I compare thee to a summer’s day?
ReplyDeleteThou art more lovely and more temperate.
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer’s lease hath all too short a date.
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimmed;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature’s changing course, untrimmed;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow’st,
Nor shall death brag thou wand’rest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to Time thou grow’st.
So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
Videos and blog resonate Thank you♥️
ReplyDeleteI wouldn't call it a tear because it would leave a scar, it would be more of a break which can be put together seamlessly if the person takes care and time to rebuild.
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